so i’ve been wearing short sleeves to college a couple of times since it’s been really really hot, and i have noticed people staring and talking about my arms and my scars, and i’d noticed teachers staring at them when they speak to me, but until yesterday nobody had said anything to me about them. everyone had just left it. and even though i knew they were talking about me, i just tried to ignore that and focus on the fact that they were still speaking to me and that they hadn’t tried to make a big fuss about it which i have been so grateful for because honestly i was sweating buckets when i had to wear jumpers. yesterday my friend came and sat next to me and said “what are those scars on your leg from? and your arms, oh god laura naughty naughty chats later!” and i was just like shhhh! we did speak later, briefly. he said that he was kinda shocked but he said he could hardly talk cause he had himself before. then he showed me a few scars on his arm. so i felt slightly more alone, isn’t that bad. but for that moment i felt like someone understood me a bit. we decided to agree not to speak about why and hows right now but we both were okay with each other knowing. we’ve become pretty good friends so i think i can trust him not to start saying shit. and today i need to go clothes shopping to get more bikinis and holiday stuff cause im going spain on saturday.. yaaay :) so happy haha. oh and i got a distinction on my assignment i got back yesterday. yep okay finished now bye :)

there are some beautiful people in the world and you are one of them

another plus going to college in southend is we’re right by the sea so when its hot like it is this week we can go beach in breaks aw :)